Face Palm!

My iPhone charger often comes up missing. I usually end up finding it attached to my oldest daughter's iPod touch. The following conversation occurred this evening:

Her: Can I borrow your charger?

Me: Uh, no, my phone is charging.

Her: But my battery is about to die.

Me: It's not my fault you lost your charger.

Her: I didn't lose it.

Me: Oh? Then where is it?

Her: I don't know.

*Sigh* At least she asked first this time...

Homecoming Weekend

Just a couple of pics of my beautiful baby girl!

Here she is with one of her besties at the football game last night:


And Getting ready for the dance tonight:


It's amazing, seeing as she was just born!! :/

Conflicting feelings

I have been having a lot of these lately. I am really not a fan of it. While there are conflicting feelings going on in my head about other things as well, at this very moment I am dealing with this particular set of conflicting feelings: I am very hungry, yet nothing sounds good, and I feel a little nauseous.

I'm not sure what my deal is. I generally like salad. Granted, I need to have dressing on it to enjoy it, but I like it. I usually try to get by with as little dressing as possible. Well, recently, I have just not been able to eat salad. I have tried, on more than one occasion, to get a salad for lunch and end up having to force myself to eat it. I have been getting about half way through before I simply can't stand another bite of it. This makes me very sad. :( Hopefully, this is just a phase that will quickly pass.

Where did Bella go?

Oh.

Snotty

I had a little bit of issues with my sinuses yesterday, but I woke up this morning feeling like all the mucus is about to make my head explode and I seem to be losing my voice. Stupid sinuses!!

On top of feeling miserable, I'm still freaking hungry! All. The. Time. Seriously, stomach, I just fed you. STFU! Tell me this will eventually go away!!! Arrrgh!

AWWWW!!!

Had a good time with friends this morning. We met for coffee and breakfast, went shopping for a gift for our friend that just had her baby, then went to the hospital for a visit. Oh. My. Goodness! The cuteness factor was off the charts! Oh and the new baby smell!! Sigh....

Here's a pic of her. Now tell me those aren't the cutest, most pinchable little cheeks!!!

Oh baby, baby!

One of my friends had her baby today! She was induced this morning at 8:30 and had baby at 1:26 pm. Not bad! I'm so happy for her and can't wait to go meet up with my gals for coffee in the morning and then go see her and her new baby girl!

Ggggrrrrrooooowwwwlllll....

What was that noise? Oh, that would be my stomach! Ugh, I hate feeling hungry all the freaking time!!

Poor little man

So, a couple of weeks ago, my son slammed his finger in the front door. How? I don't know. I cleaned off the cut and wrapped it in a band-aid with antibiotic ointment. He has been keeping it wrapped in a band-aid ever since. (The kid loves band-aids. He is always looking for an excuse to wear one. "oh look, I have a scab, I need a band-aid".)

Anyway, the school nurse called me yesterday and told me he had come down to her complaining that his finger hurt really badly and she thought it looked really infected. So, when he got home, I took his bandage off and looked at his finger - right by his nail - where it had been cut and it looked a little red, but nothing terrible. Then, I saw on the other side of his finger (finger tip) there was a greenish colored bump! What the heck? How is it infected there?!

So, I ended up taking him in to be seen for it. The doctor had to drain the pus out of his finger then packed the hole with a little bit of cloth to keep it open so any further infection could be "wicked" out. I have to take him back tomorrow to get it removed and checked on.

Meanwhile, he is on an antibiotic for the infection. This antibiotic is very upsetting to the stomach. The pharmacist informed me that he should definitely take it with food and drink lots of water while on it to help limit the side effects. This morning, he took his second dose, but did not eat first....he ended up vomiting it up about 2 minutes after taking it. This should be a fun 10 days!

Poor baby!! :(

Ain't that the truth!

I saw this posted on fb today and thought about how true it is:



I think we've all felt this way at some point in our lives.

Drum roll please.....

It's a girl! Very excited to be getting a niece!

A boy and his pup!

Look who fell asleep in my bed the other night....

Thinking Pink!

Tomorrow evening, I will be going with my brother and SIL (among other family) to their 3D ultrasound to hopefully find out if they are having a girl or a boy. This is their 4th and final baby so, after three boys, they are hoping for a little girl. Of course, they just wish for him or her to be healthy, but adding a little pink to their sea of blue would be a welcomed change. :)

Apples!

A couple of weekends ago, I took my two youngest kiddos apple picking. We got a ton of apples and made a delicious apple crisp! Here are a few pics of my babies picking apples:


Hiding






Young Vanna


I couldn't resist capturing this one! ;)

Shopping

Got to spend some girl time with my oldest this evening. We did a little clothes shopping. Which basically means I walked back and forth from the clothes to the dressing room about 1500 times while she tried on every pair of jeans in the store and a million shirts! In the end, we walked away with 4 shirts, a pair of jeans, a pair of yoga pants, and $20 in Kohls cash. I spent a bit more on her jeans than I would have preferred, but all of the other jeans were way too long on her. Levi's had "short" jeans, so we went with those.

Sometime within the next couple of weeks, I will have to take her shopping for a homecoming dress. That should be even more fun. :-|

59 Degrees

I LOVE this weather!!!

My weekend

Friday: Not a whole heck of a lot. Stayed home basically all day, except for picking my eldest up from an after-school event and then dropping her back off for the football game. Fell asleep kind of early.

Saturday: Met 3 of my friends from nursing school for breakfast. It was so nice to see them! We were missing a couple of people from our "group" but it was still good. I miss seeing them all almost every day! I came home from that and made buckeyes for the Ohio State game then dropped my middle child off at a party.

After that, I decided that, since I had a coupon for a hair cut at First Choice, I would go for it. I am surprisingly not disappointed with the result. I didn't go too short, but did take a few inches off of the length. It's still past my shoulders (at least the longest layers). Then, since I got the cut, I went to the store and bought some color. I found a foam color that you basically put in like a shampoo. None of this separating your hair into a million little 1-2 inch strip business. I can actually do this color completely by myself!

I picked up my daughter from her party and came home and colored my hair. It actually turned out really well. So all in all, total spent on my hair this time: $20. Less than a third of what I would have spent at the salon. Go me!

Today: Nothing really planned other than a parade in town this afternoon. My oldest is marching in it with the color guard, so I will need to plant my butt somewhere and watch it. :)

Old Friends

I just got off the phone after talking for over 2 hours with an old friend of mine. She used to come into town, from Florida, to stay with her grandparents every summer when we were kids and we would be inseparable. I hadn't seen or talked to her in around 13-14 years. We recently reconnected on fb. It was so nice catching up with her! We chatted as if no time had passed since we'd last spoken. My head is actually hurting right now from laughing so hard. I totally needed that!

A hairy situation....

Well, it is that time again. Time to do something with my hair! But what? That is the first question. It definitely needs a trim at the very least. It has been since spring since I had anything done with it at all. So, I have to decide if I want to let it grow out or cut it shorter. I definitely want to go a little darker for fall.

The second question is: do I want I want to make an appointment with my hair dresser, whom I know will do a good job, drive 45 minutes and pay the money it costs to have her do it...or do I want to go spend a lot less and go to a strip mall hair cutting place for a trim/cut and then buy color to do myself?

In the past, I generally end up leaving strip mall hair cutters feeling unsatisfied with the job they did with my hair. And I know that coloring my own hair takes a lot of work, especially since my hair is getting pretty long.

Oh, what to do, what to do??

Weekend Trip

This past weekend, my oldest daughter, my son, and I went on a little road trip to visit some family in Virginia. While we were there we watched movies, played Balderdash (which I kicked butt at, once again), Phase 10, Kinect, Cornhole, and everyone but my son shot some guns. Great stress reliever, I must say! :) Of course, my son was not happy about not getting to shoot, but he's still a bit too little. Here are a few pics of my girly shooting and a little video:







On the way home, my daughter fell asleep, and my son didn't want his picture taken, so he tried to hide:

Hmmph!

I have been feeling really down lately. I really wish I could kick this feeling! It is so unpleasant!! :(

Strangeness...

I'm not sure what it is about 2:00 a.m. around here, but it seems to be the magic time. As I posted here, we got a knock on the door from the police to tell us the garage door was up about that time earlier in the year. Well, last night at 2:00 a.m. the smoke detectors in the house all started going off. It lasted for only a few seconds, and then stopped. What the heck?! Fortunately, after searching the entire house, there was no fire or smoke to be found. But, man, talk about a rude awakening! Not to mention, just plain strange!

Best. Commercial. Ever.

I love it! Cracks me up every time. And on that note, here are my other 2 kiddos as they start out their school year today in 6th and 2nd grades!





I've taken their pictures in front of the fireplace before the first day of school for the past 3 years. As I look back through the pictures, I'm noticing my fireplace is definitely shrinking.

Sniff, sniff!

My oldest child started high school today! How on earth is that even possible? I am not nearly old enough to have a kid in high school!! Sigh. :/

Here she was this morning around 6:45 getting ready to head out to the bus stop:

Another Book and Back to School!

I have another book to add to my summer read list. Over the past few days, I read A Bend in the Road, another book by Nicholas Sparks. I have another one of his books lined up to read next, unless I find something else that interests me more before I start it.

On a side note, just a few more days until the kids are back in school! My oldest goes in on Tuesday. Since she is a freshman this year (wow!) she goes in a day earlier than the rest of the school, for a partial day, to figure out where all the classrooms are. The other 2 go back on Wednesday! I have already taken them all out with their supply lists and finished that up, but looks like I'll be doing a lot of back-to-school clothes shopping over the next couple of days.

The Help

I went with a friend yesterday to see The Help. I really enjoyed it about as much as the book. It pretty much kept with the story line, which makes me happy.

On another note, I have applied for several nursing jobs, but haven't heard back from any of them. I know I haven't even taken boards yet but, I 'm beginning to think I need to move to a state with a nursing shortage. :/

Baby!!

One of my besties from nursing school had her second baby last night! So, another friend and I bought a cute little picture frame and facebook stalked, to get a picture to put in it, and went in to visit them today! Here is a picture of me and the new bouncing baby boy!



And a picture of the picture! :)



Aw, so sweet!

Nap

Well, I got a nap, but I'm still sleepy. Hopefully I will be able to get back to sleep! Think I'll lay down and watch some TV and see if I can make that happen!

A list of what's on my mind:

(Well, at least some of it...)

- I really, really need to go to the grocery store.

- I really, really don't want to go to the grocery store!

- I want to find a new book to read.

- I want to take a nap!

- I should really be folding laundry right now instead of blogging.

- I hope I get my ATT number soon for the NCLEX.

- I hope I pass the NCLEX. The first time!

- I hope I can get a job in labor and delivery or NICU.

- I want to take a nap!!

- I would like to take Bella to the dog park, but it's probably all muddy from the rain yesterday.

- I need to finish the kids' back-to-school shopping soon!

- I can't wait for the kids to go back to school! :o

- I hate my van.

- I want to take a nap!!!

Reading

I really need to keep a list of the books I've read. There are 1 or 2 I've read this summer that I cannot remember! :( The ones that I do remember are:

Running Hot by Jayne Ann Krentz - This one was ok. Not really my favorite, but ok.

Nights in Rodanthe by Nicholas Sparks - I liked this one. Nicholas Sparks is a good writer. I've read a couple of his books in the past and have enjoyed them. I also got the movie for this one, which, as I stated before was ok, but not as good as the book.

The Ghost by Danielle Steel - This one was decent. A little different than what I expected, but it ended well.

Room by Emma Donoghue - This was interesting. Told from the perspective of a 5 year old boy.

Currently I am about 80% done with:

The Help by Kathryn Stockett - I am liking this one, and there is a movie on it coming out this month that I'm excited to see!

Like I said, I know there was at least one other book that I can't currently think of, but so far, this has been my summer reading! :)

Just for fun...

I have seen these all over, but have never made one, so I decided I'd make one just to see if it works.

Ode to Sleep

My dear, sweet, precious sleep! I so desire to be one with you. I lay in bed each night begging you to take me into your embrace and fill me deeply with all that you are. Yet, each night, you push me away. Why, oh why must you always resist me so?

Being sick is no fun!

I think I'm starting to feel a little better. Since Monday, I have been feeling less than well. It started on Monday with really sharp upper abdominal pains, like I have had in the past. I am not sure if it is gallbladder related or just gastroenteritis. Either way, it's not fun! I haven't thrown up since Monday night, but I've still had some stomach pains, though not nearly as bad. Hopefully I'll be back to normal soon!

On another note, I'm trying to get my resume all put together and fill out some job applications. Can I just say that I really, really dislike doing all this? I know it's necessary, but I just want to be done with boards (which I still have no idea when I will be able to take) and have a job. I reeeally want a new vehicle, so the sooner I can start saving up for one, the better!

Girl's Trip!

I just got home from a nice little get-away with my girlies! I took them, along with a friend of mine and her daughter, to Kings Island. We left Monday afternoon, went to KI all day on Tuesday, and then came back today.

It was hot as Hades, but it was still a good time. We had to take lots of breaks and find a place to go inside and cool off a bit, but since it was a Tuesday, the park wasn't crazy busy and we got to ride every ride, some more than once. There were a couple of rides that we would have liked to ride (Vortex and The Crypt) that were closed the whole time we were there, but that's okay.

I left Bella with another friend of mine while I was away. She did really well, but she'd never spent the night away from home before, so she wasn't really sure what was going on. My friend told me that Bella was really missing me because she was pacing around her house looking for me and she didn't eat hardly anything at all. :( She sent me this picture of her looking pitiful:



And posted this pic on fb saying that she had finally fallen asleep:



AWW, my poor little baby girl dog! She thought I abandoned her. :( She was super excited to see us pull up to get her!

Oopsie!

Sooo, I may have tried to trim the bushes in my front yard last night, and I may or may not have made them look worse. :/ They are out of control. I really want to just have the three majorly ugly bushes that are in under the front window (that actually look like one crazy, large bush) removed completely. My thought was to just take my hedge trimmer and trim them across the top and in front to make them look like a rectangle. At least it would look more orderly even if they are still hideous bushes.

However, it is not as easy as it sounds or looks! I got the front half trimmed down and then realized...I can't reach the back half of them! There is a huge lilac bush on one side, and the porch on the other, so I can't get behind them or in between them at all.

On top of the ugly bushes, the lilac bushes need trimmed back as well. There is another one on the other side of the house that is growing out over the driveway and in front of the garage door. I really wish I knew what I was doing or had someone to show me how. But, I suppose my only option at this point, other than leaving them to look like crap, is to hire someone to landscape them for me. :(

Nails

Just ditched the french mani/pedi for some fun summer colors. I love the look of the white tips, but it's a lot of work to do and I just didn't feel like dealing with it tonight, but also didn't want to let my piggies go nekkid. So, I did a blue-green on my toes and a bright pink on my fingers. I was going to go with the same color for both, but then decided to mix it up. May go back to the tips when it's time to redo!





**UPDATE**

I guess didn't get away with not messing with the tips after all. My 11 year old has been begging me to do hers, so I did. At least it didn't take nearly as long as it does to do my own.

Yum!

I really like me some eggplant parmesan, but I've never tried making it myself before. So, I decided, why not? Tonight, I made it for dinner and it actually turned out really well. Especially for my first time making it. The kids, however, are split. One likes it, the other 2 don't. Oh well. I thought it was quite tasty!!

It's Friiiii-day!

Well, my younger daughter is heading around the block to her friend's house for the night. Tomorrow they will be going to an amusement park and staying overnight, so she will not be home until Sunday sometime.

This, of course, means she won't get to play with her softball team in the first game of the tournament. But, she's ok with that (and so am I). She will then have a game on either Monday or Tuesday evening, depending on if the team wins or loses tomorrow's game. I think her team will go pretty far. They've only lost 1 or 2 games all season. Last night they came back at the end of the game from being down 3-1 and winning 4-3.

However, my older daughter is more than making up for her sister's absence by having 2 of her friends spend the night here tonight. Three 14 year old girls in my house at once? I think I might just hide out in my room for the night and read or watch movies!

Tired!

I am all messed up with my sleep pattern lately. I can't seem to get to sleep before 3 am or wake up before 11 am. Grrrrr! Even now, I am laying in my comfy bed, crazy sleepy (as I've been for hours now), but I just can. not. fall. asleep! It is quite frustrating to not be able to get to sleep when you're so tired! I think my main problem is not being able to turn off my thoughts which prevents me from drifting off. My brain needs a power button. *sigh*

Games

Baseball is finally over for my son as of last week, but my daughter still has some softball games left. One tonight and then tournaments starting Saturday. Now, I guess it's time to figure out what they're going to keep me busy with in the fall!

Doggies!

So, when I originally thought about getting the kids a puppy, I had a chihuahua in mind. They're so tiny and cute and can be carried around anywhere we go. But, I also like boxers and have wanted one since I was a kid and one of my friends had one.

Well, as you know, I ended up getting a boxer. I love her and she's so cute and lovey, albeit very energetic and excitable. She will cuddle with me, and I can even get her to sit on my lap sometimes. The problem with that is....she weighs 60 pounds. Which just so happens to be more than my 7 year old son.

Now, don't get me wrong here, I do NOT want to get rid of my Bella, but I do want to get her a buddy and, at the same time, myself a lap dog. I know it's not gonna happen. It's hard enough trying to juggle three kids and ONE dog, let alone adding another. But, I can't help it, I still want one.


Image found here: http://www.lefkimmi.co.uk/web/content.php?page_id=27

Play date

I took my youngest 2 kiddos and Bella on a play date today with a friend, her daughter, and their 2 dogs. We went to a dog park, then walked a trail. While we were walking the trail, there was a little place where the dogs could get into the creek. Her dogs got in and swam around, but Bella is not the biggest fan of being in water, so she went right up to the edge, just far enough to get her paws all muddy, but didn't get in.

After the dogs dried off, we went back to their house and had lunch, then took all the dogs to a car and pet wash and gave them all baths. Those things are really pretty cool! It was only $5 and it was SO much easier to bathe her there than at home in the tub! I really wish there was one of these places close to my house, but so far, I haven't been able to find one.

Movie time

I finished up the book today that I started in on yesterday. I also picked up the movie this evening from the library when I went to select my next book. So, now I think I'm gonna lay in bed and watch it!

**Update: The book was much better than the movie. They changed up too many things in the movie, including the entire purpose of the "story". I hate it when a movie is so much different than the book it's based on. Why can't they just stick to the original story line? Sigh.

Summer Reading

So, I just started in on my third book of the summer. So far, it's decent. I need to start looking for my next couple of books because this one will probably not take very long to read. Ahh, it's so nice to be able to read leisurely again!

Snot, snot, go away!

I seem to be suffering from some sort of summer cold or allergies. I started out fine yesterday, except for a few sneezes in the morning. Then I was pretty much fine until late afternoon, when my nose started getting stuffy and running. (Still not sure how it can be both stuffed up and running at the same time, but whatever.) I think I'ma have to go pick up some lotion-y tissues to save my nose. Hopefully this doesn't last long!

Right now, I'm getting ready to take my oldest to an orthodontist appointment, then the kids are begging to go to the pool. I bought the pass and have only been able to go once so far so, I guess I should probably take them today if it doesn't rain.

Balls!

Once again tonight, I have 2 kids with ball games on the same night. And, pretty much at the same time! Which means, once again, I won't get to go to my son's game. This happened two nights ago, as well as several other times. I guess it's a good thing that I didn't force my oldest daughter to play also, like I thought about doing. I'm not sure how that would work! Sheesh! Oh well. Guess that's just how it goes.

Clean carpet, yay!

I had my carpet cleaned on the first floor today. They were looking very dirty. It hadn't been cleaned professionally in 2 years, so, it was needed. They look SO much better now! With 3 kids and a dog, they take their fair share of abuse.

So, I just need to deal with a bunch of stuff sitting in my kitchen for the next 24 hours until they dry, including the sectional sofa. Oh well, it's worth it!

Now, to find something to do with the kids to keep them off the carpet. They want to go see Mr. Popper's Penguins. So, I think I'll take them to the cheap theater here in town to see a matinee. :)

I made it!

I survived nursing school! This afternoon was our pinning ceremony. The school only holds actual graduation ceremonies twice a year, so ours isn't until October. At first, they told us that it would just be the students and faculty for the pinning, but after some people complained they let us each bring up to 4 guests. So, I was able to take my kiddos with me. :)

Oddly, I don't feel as relieved as I'd hoped I would at this point. Maybe it's because I don't really feel "done" because I'm still going to continue to get my bachelor's degree. I can still take the boards, find a job (hopefully), and work while I'm going to school. I may try to find a part-time job while doing that, but I don't know. I will probably have to take whatever job that will hire me to get started. I just hope I can find something in a department I don't hate!

Even though I'm done with this part of my schooling and will officially (after passing NCLEX) be an RN, I still feel kind of overwhelmed with all I still need to do. However, it does feel good to be this far!

Jump, jump!

The kids and I went to visit my grandma, SIL, and nephews yesterday. We went to lunch then back to my bro and SIL's house because my girls heard they got a new trampoline and wanted to jump. :)



The kids have been asking for one for quite a while now, maybe I should think about it, it's great exercise!

Bella Dog

I've been working on some commands with Bella. The newest one is "roll over". She never really got the hang of that one for some reason when she was younger, so I let it go and started trying again. Seems like she's getting it now.



Now, if only she were this obedient outside...

It did, however, take a couple of tries to get it right. Here's a "roll over" outtake:

14

14 years ago, today, my life changed forever. At 1:12 pm on Monday, June 9, 1997, I welcomed my first baby into the world. I did a lot of growing up in that moment. More than I'd ever thought possible. But, I wouldn't trade her for the world!

She weighed in at 8 pounds 3.5 ounces and 20.5 inches long:



(And yes, I know my glasses were ridiculously large. Ugh!)

And now, well, I don't think she'd appreciate me telling you what she weighs in at, but she's around 5 feet 2 inches tall. ;)



(She wouldn't let me take a picture of her today, so I had to steal one from her facebook.)

Happy Birthday, beautiful girl! I love you!

Ugh!

I am feeling kinda down today. I have a lot of things going through my mind. About school, life, etc. I'm just not really feeling optimistic.

Sick boy

My little boy has been home with me the past 2 days. He went to the Doctor's yesterday evening and found out he has strep throat. :( Yesterday he had a fever and was throwing up and just felt pretty miserable. He feels much better today, but isn't allowed to go back to school until he's been on his antibiotic for 24 hours. So, he'll be going back tomorrow and Thursday for the last 2 days of school for the year. So far, no one else seems to have caught it. Hoping it stays that way!

Summer time!

Summer is almost here! Which means it's about time to go buy a pool pass for the kids and myself. This will be the first time we will have to buy a pass. Last year we didn't buy one because we could go swim for free at the apartments that my grandma lived in. Now that she moved, if we want to swim, we need to buy a pass. Looks like they are 10% off through Monday, so looks like now is the time to get it!

Count Down!

What a long day today! I'm counting down the hours I have left with my preceptor. I have one more 13 hour day on Saturday, then I will only have 4.5 hours left to get in. I haven't decided if I will go ahead and stay the full day on Monday, or if I'll just stay until around lunch time. I talked to my preceptor about it today and told her I could stay the whole day if it would be easier for her. She said it didn't really matter to her either way, so I'm seriously considering taking off after a half day. Any extra time I put in doesn't do me any good, so I might as well.

Looking forward to having a day off tomorrow, even if I do have to do some studying for a test I have Friday.

Heck to the YES!

I took my RN HESI exam today, which is the exit exam for nursing school. We have 2 chances to pass it. If we fail both times, we have to retake the class. Today was our first real attempt at it. We took a practice test last quarter, but that didn't count, pass or fail, but today it counted.

In the past, the score would either show up immediately when the test was complete, or the proctor would give you your score in the hall. This time, they decided to email our results to us.

So, after having all my classmates announcing that they got their emails and they either passed or failed, I still didn't have my email. So I started panicking, thinking I was going to have to live with a knot in my stomach until tomorrow because certainly all of my teachers have gone home for the day. I finally decided to check my old email address. Nothing was in my inbox, but I had over 400 messages in my junk mail. Fortunately, I looked in there because there were my results. I passed!! Yay! It is such a relief to know that I don't have to worry about taking that again before I can graduate!!

Feeling better

Yesterday, I was not feeling too great at all. I woke up with a sore throat and by the afternoon, I was feeling rather nauseous. I was not looking forward to having to sit in class all day today and then work all day tomorrow feeling like that. Thankfully, I am feeling much better today. I still don't feel like sitting here in class (I am crazy bored) and I'm not really looking forward to getting up at 5:15 on a Saturday morning, but at least I don't feel sick!

Aww!

Puppy hugs!

Seven!

I can't believe my baby is 7 years old today! It seems like he was just born! He is such a sweet little man, too. Here he is opening up some of his birthday presents:


Lava lamp! (He asked for this). And his "boring clothes" behind him that he'd already opened.


Legos Star Wars III game. He has the 2nd one and LOVES it! He has been asking for this one for a while, so he was quite excited! He also got a Nintendo DS and a Legos Star Wars game to play on that. He's a happy birthday boy! :)

Blahhh

My stomach is not happy right now. :( I am super tired, too. Last week wore me out. I worked 12.5 hours on Monday, then between 8-9 hours each Tuesday through Thursday, and then had class all day on Friday. Of course I couldn't sleep in much this weekend either. Both yesterday and today I woke up too early and couldn't get back to sleep. It was better than getting up at 5:15 am though! Back to that again in the morning! I should seriously just go to bed right now.

So, uhh...

Can we agree that it is incredibly rude to not return emails or phone calls, especially in the professional setting? I am tired of being blown off! Not only have I had 2 emails to my teacher completely ignored, I have left 2 voicemails for the nurse manager of my preceptor trying to confirm my starting tomorrow morning. I was told Friday, by my teacher, to be there Monday-Thursday starting this week, so unless I hear otherwise, I am planning on showing up at the hospital at 6:30 in the morning. I will be extremely pissed off if I get there and have to turn around and come home!

On a more pleasant note, I am loving the weather today! It is currently 82 degrees, though a little windy. Took Bella to the dog park this afternoon, and now sitting here with the windows open in the house enjoying the breeze!

Okay, this is getting a little ridiculous...

So, as I mentioned yesterday, I received a call from my teacher letting me know that she was switching my preceptor and I would be working night shift at a certain hospital. I found out this morning that it is actually a different hospital from what I was told yesterday, but still night shift. Alright, I preferred the first hospital, but whatever. Then by this afternoon, I was told that I will actually be working 7a-3p M-Th. OMG, seriously? How many times are they going to change this around on me? Guess I'll have to wait and see if it changes again before I'm supposed to be there at 6:30 Monday morning! ARGH! I am so ready to be done with this school!!

Updates

First to update my earlier post: 1) I decided to go ahead and blind people and wear the skirt today. 2) I stopped at Walmart to buy some of the Olay lotion on my way home but for some reason, they didn't have it. So, I decided to try out a similar product by Neutrogena. It smelled decent in the bottle, but I used it when I got home, and it definitely has that self-tanner smell to it. I'm not a fan of that, so I think I'm going to return it and go somewhere else to find the Olay.

The other update is regarding my school schedule: 1) I had my Friday times incorrect, I'll actually be at school from 10:30-6:00, not 8:30-4:00, like I'd originally said. (I went back and changed my post to make it correct). 6pm kinda sucks for a Friday, but whatever. 2) I got a voicemail from my teacher today informing me that she is switching my preceptor. I was quite surprised by this after how adamant she was in telling us that there would be NO changes once the assignments had been made. Alas, she is switching me to be with someone in a Hospital working the night shift. I do not, however, know what unit I will be on yet. I will hopefully find that out tomorrow.

So, now I have no idea what my schedule will be over the next couple of months other than the fact that it will be nights. It is very possible that my schedule will change from week to week, as nurses in Hospitals don't always work the same days of the week every week. So, I'll have to wait and see on that. But, at least I will get to try out this whole night shift thing and see how I like it.

It's about that time

I need to start using some lotion with a self tanner in it. I was thinking about wearing a skirt today because of the nice weather, but my legs are rather pasty, so, I may reconsider that decision. We'll see.

There are a couple of products that I like because they actually smell good (a lot of self tanning lotion stinks!), and they don't turn you orange. They look really natural and aren't streaky. Mostly, I think, because they aren't a straight-up self tanner, but rather just lotions, with self tanner in them.

One that I've used and liked is Dove Energy Glow. However, when searching for it just now, I found out that Dove is no longer making it. :(

The other is Olay Touch of Sun. This is just as good, and smells good, the problem is that it's a little more expensive than the Dove.

So, it looks like I need to pick up some of the Olay lotion next time I'm at the store! :)

One more day

Tomorrow is my last day of Spring break, then it's back to business on Friday. I got my preceptor assignment last weekend. I'll be doing in-home hospice care. I'm not exactly thrilled about that, but hopefully it will be fine. My goal is to work as much as possible to get in all of my required hours (which will mean working 8-5 Monday -Thursday, then having classes 10:30-6:00 on Fridays) and having the last few weeks of the term to focus on studying for finals and the hesi exam. So, for at least the first 5-6 weeks of this quarter I will have a nice, full-time schedule. I hope it goes by quickly!

Another lazy day

Slept in this morning then watched New Moon with my oldest. Now I'm watching my son play his Legos Star Wars game on the wii. The kid LOVES this game. Gotta love lazy PJ days at home! :)

Boom!

I just figured out who I think Lauren Alaina on Idol looks like. The chick that plays Sookie on Gilmore Girls. At least in her face.

My break

I got to shadow a friend the other night who is a nurse in a NICU. I really liked it. That is definitely a unit I would love to work on! Right now my first choice is still labor and delivery, but NICU is a close second. I have a feeling I'm going to have to end up taking whatever I can get to start off with though.

As for Spring break, I'm enjoying it. However, I am quite ready for my kids' break to be over! They are getting to the point where they are starting to really get sick of each other and are fighting over everything. I think it's just about time for me to make that kidless trip to the store I mentioned before...

Wake up!

I had a difficult time getting to sleep last night. I don't know why, I just could not fall asleep. Finally, around 2:00 am, I was just about there when I heard the doorbell ring twice followed by someone banging on the door. Hmm... It took me a few seconds to decide if I really heard it or not then decided that I had, so I got up. I woke up Pete, because I wasn't about to open the door to anyone at 2 am. We looked out the window there was a cop car parked on the street at the end of the driveway. Hmm again...

Well, this certainly brought back some unpleasant memories. So, my heart started racing. What on earth could be going on? My phone had been by my side the entire night. So, I stood at the top of the stairs as he opened the front door. Turns out, it was just a cop that was driving around in our neighborhood and noticed our garage door was up and wanted to let us know because we "probably want to put that down overnight".

Well, thaaank yooou, officer! While I am glad to know that our neighborhood is being patrolled at night, it really didn't help my already sleepless night.

Friday, Friday, gotta get down on Friday!

(Ok, not sure why that's my title, but 1) I have a hard time coming up with titles, 2) That stupid, annoying song is in my head right now, and 3) well, I say Friday in this post a couple of times so, why not?)

One week of my break is almost over. :( It's going by too fast! Next week my kids will be on Spring break. Fortunately, my oldest is almost 14 so I can leave them home for a little bit for some mommy time! Sometimes, I just need to take a trip to the store without any little people with me, ya dig?

I'm not sure yet how my first week of Spring quarter will play out. I haven't yet heard who my preceptor will be nor where I will be going, so it's possible I won't even be able to start getting those hours in until the second week. If that's the case, then I'll have almost another week off since I will only have classes on Fridays!

On another note, I'm trying to decide what to do with my hair. It has been a looong time since it's even been trimmed and it really needs some work. My roots are getting a little out of control, so color is in order too! Just gotta make a decision by next Friday...

Last clinical DONE!

Today I had my last clinical. It's kind of exciting and kind of scary. Next quarter I'll be working one-on-one with a preceptor. I'll likely be working 2-3 twelve hour shifts per week for a good portion of the term and then having classes all day on Fridays. I'm kind of hoping for night shift. It is what I am thinking I want to work, so it would be a good chance to get a taste of it to see if I can really handle it. Weekends would be nice, too, because that would leave most of my weekdays free (and without kids) to study. However, I have no choice in the matter. I have to take whatever they assign to me and work whenever my preceptor works.

We left clinical today at 11:00 and went to bd's Mongolian Grill for lunch. It was only the 2nd time I've ever been there. It was yummy! We hung around there for a while and then most people left but my instructor wasn't ready to go home yet, so she and I went and did a little shopping at NY and Company and then she introduced me to Whole Foods. Ok, so I've heard of Whole Foods before, but had never actually been inside of one. We literally spent about an hour just walking around in there. She's seriously the best (and coolest) instructor I've ever had. Love her!

Now to enjoy my Spring Break!

I passed!

Phew...Finals are over and I'm movin' on to next term! Looking forward to my time off!!

Focus Pocus

I am having serious issues with trying to focus tonight. I see the words in front of me, but I keep finding myself thinking about other things instead of comprehending what I'm reading. Grrrr! It doesn't help that I'm sleepy. Stupid time change!

One more!

Well, one final down, one to go! I got a 100% on today's final. Woot! Now I just need to get motivated to study for tomorrow's med-surg final. That's the one that will actually be difficult. I spent lots of time studying over the weekend, but I still feel like I need to go back over everything. I'm going to spend a couple hours on it this evening, and maybe tomorrow morning. Can't wait til tomorrow's final is over! I will still have a half a day of clinical on Wednesday, but it's going to be an easy day and my group is going to lunch together after! Just 2 more days til I get a break! Well, a break from school. Then I need to focus on getting caught back up on the laundry I've been putting off in order to study...

Ow!

At some point last night, my throat started really hurting. I don't have a fever or any other symptoms of illness (yet) other than that but, the pain feels like it is getting progressively worse throughout today. :( This is really not a good time for me to be sick. I am studying for finals this weekend, then Monday and Tuesday have to take said finals and Wednesday go to my last clinical.

Here's hoping I can get some rest this weekend along with my studying and feel better by Monday!

Another injury...

My current showering setup is different than any other I've had in my entire life in that it has absolutely nowhere for me to prop up a leg in order to shave. Even when I've had a separate shower and tub in the past, it had a seat in the corner, perfect for resting a foot on. So, I'm forced to attempt to prop my foot against the wall of the shower to shave my legs. This can sometimes be tricky as a wet foot against a wet wall is not the best combination for friction.

Anyway, last night as I was showering and shaving, I lifted up a foot to press against the shower wall and the side of my toe banged really hard against something metal (it doesn't help that I can't see sh*t without my glasses or contacts, which I don't generally wear while showering). It hurt, but I thought it was just a bump. Well, as I got out of the shower, I noticed there was blood in the water going down the drain, and then on my towel, so I figured I must have nicked something as I was shaving. So, I put on my glasses and started to look myself over to see where I was bleeding. Turns out, it was from a nice gape in the side of my toe from hitting the metal.

Sometimes, I wonder why I even bother with shaving. But, then I think about the hairiness that would ensue from not, and I figure I'll just have to live with the resulting injuries.

Disaster!

So last night, I was sitting in the living room when I heard something in the other room fall. However, I didn't get up right away to go see what it was. Not too long later, I noticed the smell of bleach and started wondering where it was coming from. So then I remembered the noise and went to the laundry room where my suspicions were confirmed. A bottle of bleach had somehow managed to fall off the shelf and into the open, but empty, washing machine. The bottle was in there upside down and empty. Hmm. I found the lid on the floor. And the basket of dirty clothes in front of the washing machine got sprayed with bleach! Right on top were my favorite, chocolate brown sheets! :( Not to mention all of the other clothes that got splattered with bleach. My favorite yoga pants, a few shirts, and some pj pants. Not good.

Getting there!

This term at school is coming close to an end. It has actually passed by fairly quickly. I have the rest of this week, then next week of classes, then the week after that is finals week. We were supposed to be done with clinicals after next week, but we'll have them finals week due to the one we missed due to the weather.

After that I'll have a couple of much needed weeks off (just in time to help my grandma move again) before going back to finish up my (hopefully) last quarter! Can't. Freaking. Wait. to be done!

Smile

I woke up this morning with this song in my head:

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking.
When there are clouds in the sky
you'll get by.

If you smile through your pain and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through
For you.

Light up your face with gladness,
Hide every trace of sadness.
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying.
You'll find that life is still worthwhile-
If you just smile.



Lyrics found here: http://www.metrolyrics.com/smile-lyrics-charlie-chaplin.html

Music Shows

Well, I have made it up through episode 12 of Glee season 1. Some of them I'd seen before, but a lot I hadn't. Still have 10 more to go. I'm pretty sure I've seen all of this season's so far. While it is a somewhat cheesy show, I still really like it!

Of course, I'm still into A.I., even after all this time. I started watching it when the show first started in 2002, and I still watch it every season. I also like the show The Sing-Off. I think I am just a sucker for singing shows because I really enjoy singing and music myself.

OG, JB, and Glee

I had a nice day yesterday
with my girlies. We ate lunch at Olive Garden and went to see the director's fan cut version of the Never Say Never movie. We had already seen the original version, but this had extra footage, so we had to see it again. ;)

Today, I helped my younger daughter spend her gift card to Justice that she got for her birthday. She got herself a J.B. t-shirt amongst other things.

Now, I'm just chillin' for the rest of the day. I'm going to have myself a Glee marathon! I started watching the show this season (season 2), and have seen a few of last season's episodes, but I want to watch them all! :)

Long day!

Man, today seemed to just drag. I had 3 patients today, so I kept pretty busy. I'd hate to know how long the day would have seemed if I'd had a bunch of down time!

After clinical, I hit the grocery store for a few things, came home and got a shower, then made and ate dinner. Now, I'm pretty much ready to crash, but I still have to go put away left overs, load the dishwasher, sweep and mop the kitchen, and make the kids' lunches for tomorrow. Gah!

Almost done

I did not have class today because, this week and next, our groups will be doing our teaching projects we've been working on all term. My group will go teach next week, but today, we got together to try to finish up our project. Pretty much all we have left to do is our individual papers that go along with the project and we need to do a "rehearsal" of sorts so that it isn't awkward once we get there. :) Can't wait to get this out of the way!

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the tiiiiime!

Can't get this song out of my head. Thanks, Lady Antebellum...

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now
I just need you now

Oh baby I need you now


(lyrics found at http://www.songmeanings.net/songs/view/3530822107858791276/)

TGIF

I am so glad this week is over! I made it through mid-terms!

Now, I need to go pick up a few things for my daughter's slumber party tonight, do a little last minute cleaning, and ice her cake.

We will be going ice skating for a couple of hours this evening as part of her party. I have yet to decide if I want to even attempt to skate with the girls. It has been yeeears since I last ice skated, and I will inevitably fall on my arse if I do! We'll see how it goes.

Hmmph!

I really hate the headache that results from crying! :(

Ugh, I'm just being all kinds of whiny lately!

I is dumm!

This week has been pretty stressful with school. I've spent may hours working on papers and studying for tests. My biggest complaint is that I can't seem to figure out how to study for this med/surg class. It seems that no matter how much I study, read the chapters forward and backward, I still don't know the information he asks for on the tests! I know a lot of other people in my class feel the same way. So at least I know it's not just me having issues.

I go through the chapters, and I think I know the material, but when the test is in front of me, It seems as though I'd not even opened the book! I don't understand it! God, I wish I was smarter! I wish this wasn't so difficult for me! For some reason, this is the hardest class for me, by far, in the whole nursing course. Before, if anything, I may have been striving to end up with an A or B in the class. This class, though, I am honestly just hoping I can pass! I need at least a 78% to do so!

I'm kind of having a little mini break down right now. I need to pull it together!

Boo hoo! Self Pity Party Time!

So, I have spent the past 3 hours looking up the required information I need to write one of the two papers I have to write for missing a clinical. I am not even done gathering all the information for this one paper yet! I still have quite a bit to look up, then I need to put it into the form of a research paper in APA format, then I need to do a care plan on the disease. After that, I have to do all of this again for another disease! Uggh!

Seriously, it's like I'm being punished for being sick! Ridiculous. I think that a make-up clinical day at the end of the term would have been sufficient! Instead, they use the make-up clinicals for the people who missed more than the one we are supposedly "allowed" to miss. Personally, I think that is bass ackwards. I think they should do the make-up day for people who miss one, and if they miss two, then they write a paper (and not 2 papers!). But I'm not the one that makes that decision, so my opinion really doesn't matter.

I still have a long freaking chapter to read to study for my test on Thursday, and I will be in clinical all day tomorrow! :( Procrastination rarely pays off (except of course in situations like having your assignment changed on you after having already started...)!

I CANNOT WAIT to be done with school!!!!!!

***UPDATE***
Clinicals actually got canceled for tomorrow! (Well, postponed I guess I should say since we have to make it up at the end of the quarter.) Sweet!! At least that gives me more time to work on these papers and study! Now hopefully my power won't go out...

Is it spring yet?

I have 2 tests this week! One tomorrow, and one on Thursday. I have been trying to get some studying in tonight. I'm having a bit of trouble keeping focused though. I really just want to curl up in my bed and go to sleep!

I am not looking forward to all the snow and freezing rain that is anticipated over the next couple of days, either. Unfortunately, it will likely not mean any extra time off for me, but rather extra drive time to and from school, not to mention clinical on Wednesday. I *really* don't like leaving my house at 5:00 in the morning!

Thinking...

I have been thinking about possibly getting another tattoo. But not really sure what I want or where I want it. I want the hearts on my back to be recolored, and maybe have that one added onto. I also thought about getting something really small on my wrist. Hmmm...

Friiiiiiday!

Finally! Made it through another week. Think I'm going to relax and do nothing tonight. Sometime this weekend I will need to start writing my papers and care plans that I have to do to make up for being sick and missing clinical last week. :( Such a long, crappy assignment! I also have a quiz and a midterm, next week, that I need to study for.

Next Friday I will get to keep my 3 nephews overnight! I'm sure the kids will have a great time together, and I'll be happy to get to spend some time with them!

The Friday after that, my younger daughter will be having her birthday party. I'll be taking them ice skating and then back home for a sleepover.

D'oh!

For my Nurse as an Educator class, we have a group project in which we have to teach. The first week of the term, we split up into groups of 4, were given a list of topics to choose from, and chose a topic for our group. My group will be going to an elementary school and teaching a group of 3rd graders, so we chose the topic of internet safety. However, another group also wanted that topic and we ended up having to choose another one.

Finally, after going back and forth between bullying and health and fitness, our teacher persuaded us to go with bullying. This project is a huge portion of our grade for this class, so it is something we are working on all quarter long. To get ahead of the game, my group spent about 5 hours on a Saturday afternoon working on the project; researching, writing papers, etc.

Well, yesterday, we got an email from our teacher informing us that the school we are going to specifically requested that we go over first aid with the class. What?! Are you kidding me? We spent all that time and effort on this project and were feeling good about being ahead of schedule! Now, we have to start all over?!

So, after class today, we got together for a couple of hours and started on our new topic. We still have some papers to write, but at least we got a good start on it (again).

Not again!

Seriously...I *hate* shaving! I haven't cut a nail while shaving in a very long time and now twice in under 2 months? Really? How the heck do I always manage to do these things? Ugh! Very painful! I think I need to just switch to waxing.

Wow...

Today marks 7 years since losing my mom. I still miss her like crazy!

Blahs

I have not felt well at all today. Hoping I feel better in the morning! I have to get up early and do some studying for my quiz tomorrow. It's always a little unsettling to go into the first test from a new instructor and not knowing how they test. We'll see how it goes!

Little girls

To quote Miss Hannigan:

Little girls
Little girls
Everywhere I turn I can see them
Little girls
Little girls...

My younger daughter had a friend stay the night last night and she is still here now. Tonight, since the kids are off school tomorrow, my oldest is having two friends stay the night. So little girls are literally everywhere I turn! At least, for the most part, they are quieter than than when my son has friends over! He had just one friend over on Friday afternoon and you would have thought there were 20 kids here!

Finally the weekend!

This week has seemingly taken forever! But, it's finally Friday and week 2 of the term is over. I had chinese food for dinner and taught my oldest daughter how to play rummy. Now, I think we're going to play some more Just Dance 2 and then I'ma take a nice hot shower and go to bed!

Sicky boy :(

This morning, my son woke up with a fever, headache, and sore throat. Of course he stayed home from school as a result. However, I still had to go to my class so he had to spend a couple of hours at work with his dad. After I got out, I took him to the doctor and turns out it's strep throat. Poor little man!

Then, I came home and shoveled the driveway and sidewalk, put a chicken in to roast, took a shower and folded a bunch of laundry.

I'm not really looking forward to getting up even earlier than the normal crazy-early I have to get up for clinicals tomorrow due to the snow. Sigh. Hopefully I can get some good sleep tonight!

Well, of course!

So, my jeans that I ordered last week finally arrived today. As if I couldn't have guessed, they don't fit. Actually, the waist fits perfectly, however, the butt and legs are too loose. So, I don't know if I want to return them and try the next size down, or a different cut of jeans or what.

Aside from that, my first week of the term is almost done! I just have lab tomorrow from 12-2.

One more day

Friday, I got tired of looking at my roots and decided to buy a box color for my hair. I'd had an appointment to get it cut and colored last week, but after spending around $1300 in car repairs over the last month or so, I was told I couldn't spend that money right now. :/ It turned out well, but hopefully next time I can have it done professionally. It is kind of a pain to color it at home. Besides, it could still use a trim, but I suppose that can wait too, because every time I go to a strip mall hair cutting place, they inevitably mess it up.

Yesterday, the kids and I went to my grandma's to visit with family. We ate, exchanged presents for the kids, and I kicked some butt at Balderdash.

Tomorrow, the kids go back to school and I have one more day of break before starting up another busy term at school. I will need to go get my tags renewed on my van (since they actually expired on my birthday. OOPS!), and my grandma has already said she wants me to go with her to the store and lunch. Hopefully I'll have a little time to relax on my last day "off"!