Eight!

My baby turned 8 today!  He's growing up too fast! :(  He chose Buffalo Wild Wings for his birthday dinner, but was quite upset that they had remodeled. 

Me and my birthday boy!


Seems like he should still be about this size:

Happy Birthday, little man!

A few pics

Yesterday, I took Bella to the vet for a check up and some vaccines.  Here she is as we were checking out:


Then, I took Molly for a walk.  She always looks up at me when I walk her with what looks like a huge smile on her face.  It cracks me up!


Here's my baby girl on her way to a school dance tonight:


And here are my other two babies taken just a few minutes ago:

Awwwwww!

Getting there!

This long week is half over!  Tomorrow will be a pretty busy day.  I need to work on my paper, take Bella to the vet, my son to the dentist, and my daughter to her class at the YMCA.  Then, Friday, I'll be volunteering in my son's class all day. Of course, I have to take a kid to a birthday party on the other side of town on Saturday, but I'm hoping to maybe do some shopping while I'm out there and buy a new purse!  That always makes me feel better. ;-)

Today, I worked 3 hours this morning then came home and attempted to jog around my neighborhood with Bella.  I always do this and somehow think it'll be better each time.  Sometimes, it goes okay, but today I gave up on trying to make a good time after three, yes THREE, stops for Bella to poop (btw, she always just stops abruptly, too, leaving me to jerk my shoulder out of socket on the other end of the leash) and 2 stops to tie my shoes.  It is hard enough trying to jog with that dog as it is, let alone while also carrying multiple bags of dog crap.  She can't run in a straight line beside me for anything!  She will cut in front of me or bump into my leg.  I don't know how many times I've almost face planted!

I never seem to learn though.  I just feel too guilty to go out to walk or jog without taking her because I know she needs the exercise too.  And if she sees me getting ready, she goes to the front door all excited to go.  If nothing else, it gives the neighbors something to laugh at. :)

I did, however, jog the track at the gym yesterday as opposed to the treadmill.  I didn't have an exact time, but I came in somewhere between 38-39 minutes on my 5K.  Not great, but not terrible considering my fastest time on the treadmill to date is 37:41.  I can only get better, right?

Compliments

So, this older lady that I worked with yesterday couldn't believe that I have a teenager.  She said that I don't look more than about 22 myself.  (Ha!) Then, today, I ran into a guy I went to high school with who works at the company I was at.  He posted on my fb tonight that I "haven't changed a bit & still look fantastic". 

It's kind of crazy.  I'm not used to getting a lot of compliments, but it's nice to hear sometimes...even if they are a bit of a stretch!. ;)

Busy week

I have a few of events to work this week. (Yay, money!)  Today's event is from 11-6, so that will be decent, but tomorrow and Wednesday, they're just from 7:30-10:30 am.  It's ok though.  The problem comes with the fact that I will have to leave my house by 7 am and P will be out of town.   My oldest daughter leaves at 6:45 am, so that leaves my younger 2 to get themselves ready and on the bus 2 mornings in a row.  It always seems to work out this way when I have early events.  Fortunately, my 12 year old daughter is pretty responsible and is good at getting herself and her bother ready.  Good news is that the early events are at my "close" to home  location and bonus....they have their own Starbucks! :)

Then, on Wednesday evening, my son has his first baseball practice of the season.  Thursday evening, my younger daughter has her first iron teens class at the YMCA.  This is a 7 week class for kids 9+ to learn how to use all of the work out equipment in the gym.  After they've taken the classes, they are allowed to use the gym equipment with an accompanying adult.  She's looking forward to that.

I also need to get invitations out for my son's birthday party at the end of this month.  Better late than never, right?  Oh yeah, and I have to write a paper for school on how the ONC-Coordinated Federal Health Information Technology Strategic Plan is being implemented at my place of employment and include an analysis of my health care facility's plan, progress on this initiative in my health care facility, and my analysis of perceived challenges to patient confidentiality and patient self-determination.  Did I mention I don't work for a health care facility?  I do contract work on a per diem basis as a third party to insurance companies.  Soooo, I'm either going to have to make crap up, or hope that my teacher will alter the assignment for me.  Sigh. :/

Pity Party

I am SO very much hating my life right now.  I hate school.  I hate taking up a majority of my waking hours working on school.  I just found out today that it is going to take me longer than I'd originally anticipated to complete my bachelor's degree because I am going to have to repeat a few courses that did not transfer over from my ADN program.  I was originally thinking/hoping that I could get this done in a year, maybe 18 months max.  Now, I am looking at a minimum of 2 years.  So, it's 6 more months...big deal!  Right?  Well, right now I basically feel like I will never get this done.  I get to look forward to lots of BS dealing with financial aid for multiple schools, transferring credits from school to school, taking multiple classes at a time, and hating my life for the next 2+ years.  I just want to be done!

To top it off, I'm second guessing whether nursing is the right career for me after all.  However, at this point, I feel pretty much stuck with it.  After spending 3 years in school full time and accumulating tens of thousands of dollars in student loans, I don't have a choice now but to ride this out and finish what I started.  To find a job in a field that I might not have much interest in anymore, and deal with it for the next 30+ years until I can retire.  I basically cannot just give up now or all that time, money, sweat, and tears would be a complete waste! 

So yeah, I'm having a little pity party for myself. But it's my blog and I can do that here if I want. :P  Okay, enough of that.  Back to the books... :(

APA can KMA!

I hate writing.  HATE it!  I suck at it.  I really, really do.  Unfortunately, that is basically all this bachelor's completion program is.  Writing papers, writing threads on discussion boards, replying to other people's threads on discussion boards.  All of which have to include several references and be written in APA format, of course.  Ugggghh!  I hate this soooo much!  This might be easy for some people, but I have never been good at writing papers.  It literally makes me cry.  :'( 

On a brighter note, my 5K time today was 38:02.  I walked the first .09 miles then started in at 4.8 for  a few then bumped to 4.9 shortly then went to 5.0 and stayed there for the rest.  I hit 3.1 at that time, but then kept jogging to 3.19 just so I could say I jogged an entire 3.1. ;)  But, since I didn't notice what time it was when I started jogging, I just took the first 3.1 as my time.

I don't get it...

Yesterday at the gym, I jogged/walked a 5K in 39:09.  Not too bad of an improvement from 40:45 on my last attempt (on a treadmill).  What I can't understand is how drastically different it is, at least for me, to jog outside.  I understand that the treadmill is easier.  Obviously the "ground" is moving to help you along on a treadmill, plus there's the whole shock absorption thing they offer (and the nicer the treadmill, the easier it seems to be). 

For instance, my treadmill at home is not as high in quality as the gym treadmills, and jogging on it is quite a bit harder for me than at the gym.  Where I regularly jog 2 straight miles on a gym treadmill, I can barely make it a mile on my treadmill at home without feeling like I'm going to die.  And outside, well, I'm dying by the end of my street!  Seriously, I understand that it would be easier on a treadmill, but those are some major differences there!  I just don't get it. 

Getting my 5K on

I am by no means a runner.  However, as I've mentioned, I recently took up a little jogging.  It's not fast, though my speed is increasing verrry slowly.  I started out at a light jog between 4.3 and 4.5 mph.  Yes, that is a jog for me.  If that's a walk for you then shuttie, it's probably because you have longer legs than I do. :P

I have not been able to go to the gym 5-6 times a week, as I had been doing, due to starting back up with my schooling (sigh, that's a whole other story...I'm officially back to hating life).  I have made it to the gym more like 3 times a week.  So, not to make excuses, but that's why my progress is perhaps slower than it could be.  I try to walk on most of my non-gym days, but that doesn't really help my progress as far as jogging goes.

For the past week or two, I have been jogging at an average of 4.7 mph.  Yes, still slow, but an improvement, nonetheless.  My breakdown for today's jog is as follows (my stated distances are per the treadmill):

Walk at 3.8 mph until .05 miles to warm up
Jog at 4.7 mph for 2 miles
Walk at 3.8 mph for .2 miles
Jog at 4.7 for .25 miles  (blah)
Walk at 3.8 mph for .15 miles
Jog at 4.8 mph, and raising to 5.0 mph for .6 miles
Walk at 3.5 and slowly decreasing speed for .15 miles

So, I went a total distance of 3.4 miles in under 45 minutes.  My time at 3.1 miles (5K) was 40:45.  That is a totally sucky number for a 5K, especially on a treadmill.  But ya know what?  I'll take it.  For now.  Mainly because that is, by far, my best time. Not to mention that is something I would not have been able to do 57 lbs ago! Now I just need to work on improving that time, and perhaps more importantly, working on it on pavement so I have a shot at not making a complete fool of myself next month at the Race for the Cure!