Happy Birthday, Mom!

So, today, my mom would have turned 49. I'm really missing her today. I am thinking I will buy some flowers and take them to her gravesite.

It really gets to me sometimes that she never got to meet my son. I was 6 months pregnant with him when she died. She was so excited for another grandbaby! She was planning a welcome home baby party for him at her house for after he was born. (Btw, thanks again Trin, for stepping up and doing that for me in her absence!) She talked about it all the time and when we would go shopping, she would look for things, and get ideas for what kind of stuff I wanted for the baby.

We had just been out shopping 2 days before she passed, and she was feeling great! Very upbeat and happy. She was often depressed because of her health problems and loss of eyesight, but she was always happy when she was around her grandkids.

So, I am just feeling rather emotional today. Missing my one and only mommy. I can't even imagine how my grandparents are feeling today...missing their one and only baby!

Parenting....

~Trying to dress an active little one is like trying to thread a sewing machine while it's running.

~There are only two things a child will share willingly communicable diseases and their mother's age.

~Cleaning your house while your kids are at home is like trying to shovel the driveway during a snowstorm.

~Kids really brighten a household; they never turn off any lights.

~An alarm clock is a device for waking people up who don't have small kids.

~Shouting to make your kids to obey is like using the horn to steer your car, and you get about the same results!

~Any child can tell you that the sole purpose of a middle name is so he can tell when he's really in trouble.